how do you know when a soul dies? is it quick? like a flash of lightning, bright and hot, and leaving behind only darkeness. or is it slow. a thick noxious mire that bogs you down untill you no longer desire to fight. perhaps it just slips away, unnoticed. like life blood, empt upon the battlefield.
my heart has grown so numb. i should feel pain, i should feel love, i should FEEL. all that i was is gone now. my chest aches. my heart has died, and all that remains is a fetid corpse of meat and rot. i no longer desire happiness. i no longer desire love. i want only to be numb..