Saturday, October 30, 2010

Happy Halloween from Zeri













have a safe and fun halloween, kiddies :P

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

dancing on a table


wooo! you go, girl. Get a few drinks in her, and she just goes wild! can you believe shes a bookworm???
(yes i am thoroughly enjoying late night)

Monday, October 25, 2010

im so bored

and full of anxiety waiting for late night lol. i can hardly wait, and even tho the release is tomorrow, i may not be getting it right away.  (i dont drive) the nearest walmart is too far to walk to.
 Crying Smiley

so, im bored and lonely in the meantime.  my bf is at work. just me and the 2 year old. and we all know what kinda stimulating conversation you get outta one of THOSE things.
maybe ill go play EQ2 or somthing...
just dont feel like doing anything ..

you dont have to agree with war. but its our duty to support our boys. BRING THEM HOME

Your cell phone is in your pocket
  He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags.
  He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.

You walk down the beach, staring
at all the pretty girls.
He patrols the streets, searching
for insurgents and terrorists.
He's told he will be held over an
extra 2 months. 
You call your girlfriend and set a
date for tonight.
He waits for the mail to see if there
 is a letter from home. 
You hug and kiss your girlfriend,
like you do everyday.
He holds his letter close and smells
 his love's perfume. 
You roll your eyes as a baby cries.
He gets a letter with pictures of his
new child, and wonders if they'll ever meet. 
You criticize your government, and
say that war never solves anything.
He sees the innocent tortured and
killed by their own people and
remembers why he is fighting. 
You hear the jokes about the war, and make fun of men like him.
He hears the gunfire, bombs and

screams of the wounded. 
You see only what the media wants
you to see.
He sees the broken bodies lying
around him. 
You are asked to do some thing by
your parents. You don't.
He does exactly what he is told even
 if it puts his life in danger. 
You stay at home and watch TV.
He takes whatever time he is given
to call, write home, sleep, and eat. 
You crawl into your soft bed, with
down pillows, and get comfortable.
He tries to sleep but gets woken by mortars and helicopters all night long.

If you support your troops, send this
to 13 people. 
REMEMBER our Troops, and do not
forget them LATER
Lest we forget -








Saturday, October 23, 2010

You cant do that on television

i was partaking in a VERY off topic thread on the EA forum, i was reminded of the show that put Nickelodeon on the map. (and where all that green slime CAME from just so you know) Thats right,  You Cant Do That On Television

what a great show that was. it was like the first an only show that was for kids. not talking cartoons, this was real live comedy for and by kids. it was the first of its kind, and a really entertaining show. i recommend checking it out if you can find a clip somewhere.

the worlds strangest goldfish

a few weeks back i got some fat little calico fan tailed goldfish for one of my tanks. they are my favorite kind of goldfish ^_^
anyway, the first week or so went by normaly. then one evening, i noticed one of the goldfish was swimming on his side.. like death was imminent. i said 'awww' and pretty much expected him to be dead by morning.
but, the next morning when it came time to feed them, he was swimming normally and happily gobbled up his food.
curious... i figured maybe he was just..not feeling well or something and didnt think about it again.
well it has happened again.. and again.. and AGAIN. almost every day now, we see this poor thing upside down or on its side like its on death's door. then later on hes swimming fine again!

WTH is up with this goldfish? strangest dam thing i ever saw

Friday, October 22, 2010

the plot sickens

So SimGuruHydra announces today that the recent forum disaster was the result of a 'hacker' going around maliciously deleting things.
sound fishy to you? your not the only one. many are speculating that this is just the gurus way of covering their asses and passing the blame. after all, how stupid do they think we are?
BUT the other train of thought is, maybe the forum really IS just that shitty and easy to hack. i believe it. look how many people abused that free simpoints glitch.
interesting turn of events in any case...

Wednesday, October 20, 2010


gosh, i dunno how you guys do it. maintain such a level of awesomeness on daily basis. what with the glitches, liam the nerd, the bannings and the spam. but youve really outdone yourselves this time. deleted half the dam forum!! way to go!! what will you think of next??

i cant IMAGINE why most of the loyal forum regulars have abandoned ship. surely, this little incident will prove to everyone how competent you are. you sure know how to run the show, doncha??

applause all around!

Monday, October 18, 2010

came across my old sims 2 band, CrotchRot.

There one and only video.. (boring, but i was proud of it)


Zeri♥ | Myspace Video

they all had cool names too. i think one of the guitarists was Nikki Gunn, the female bassist was Jett.. somthing.. i wish i could remember the other 2. maybe i have it written down somewhere... i should really remake them ^^

stupid blogger

wont let me post pics or videos anymore. fix it, dammit

Sunday, October 17, 2010

oh please, spare me

been seeing various news headlines lately about voting on the gay marriage thing..
ok WHY is this still an issue in this country? gay people are friggin PEOPLE and is PEOPLE want to get married, who gives a shit? you try to go one about the 'sanctity of marriage' thats a huge crock of shit right there.
marriage is sacred? since when? since parent arranged for children to marry people they didnt love, or even KNOW? since, husbands beat up wives because their eggs were runny? because spouces kill spouces because they are tired of being spouces??

oh YEAH marriage is sacred.. if marriage is sacred, tear down las vegas. because 2 drunk idiots getting married after a night of debauchery and gambling is NOT sacred.
if marriage is sacred, lets see less of these stories of lonely women marrying their cat/donkey/blowup doll to make a point to their mother. if marriage is sacred, lets just make divorce illegal! well see more murders, but hey were protecting the 'sanctitiy' of marriage, am i right??

get a fucking clue morons. if 2 adult people who are legitimately in love want to get married, LET THEM. THAT just might be sacred...

Saturday, October 16, 2010

one year ago today i lost my little brother to a gunshot wound. This is he and i at my wedding. As kids we werent always close, but we had been thru hell and back. as adults we bonded and we had an almost best friend kinda relationship.

tonight, i light a candle in memory of you, little brother. i wish my children could have known you. you will always be with me, in my heart and soul forever.

Friday, October 15, 2010

creepy human clock

i cant stop looking at it


pee-wee squarepants

i was just watching this video from the jimmy fallon show where he had pee-wee herman on as a guest, promoting his new show.
now, for those of you who are not a hundred years old like me and have NO idea who pee-wee herman is, let me explain.

Pee-Wee Herman Show

pee wee had a ridiculous kid show that was on when i was a kid, with talking furniture and a magic genie who lived in his wall and alot of other really strange things. it was actualy based on his 'mock' kids show skits, which were aimed at adults.

the show was ..cute. but at the time i found it terribly lame. (and it was)

well, after seeing him again on that video clip i realized how much pee wee reminded me of another squeeky voiced cartoon character. spongebob squarepants.

so.. pee wee is what spongebob squarepants would be if he was real.

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

the humble bat.. on the brink of extinction

An 'Unprecedented' Bat Die-Off Could Devastate U.S. Agriculture

Posted 9:45 AM 10/12/10 ,
Unprecedented Bat Die-Off Could Devastate U.S. Agriculture
Most people don't love bats, but like good health, you'll realize that you miss them after they're gone. Experts believe many species of bats may vanish pretty soon, and their disappearance could bring profound and long-term changes not only to the environment but also to agriculture, landscaping and gardening across North America.

For several years now, scientists have been sounding alarms about a devastating fungus, White-Nose Syndrome (WNS), that has literally decimated bat populations in the Northeastern U.S. The fungus leaves a white substance on the bat's nose, wings and body, and disrupts the bat's hibernation patterns, forcing it to burn through its fat reserves, which quickly leads to starvation. Earlier this year, a survey of the bat population in New Jersey estimated that 90% of that state's bats had been killed off.

"This is on a level unprecedented, certainly in mammals," says Rick Adams, a biology professor at the University of Northern Colorado and a renowned bat expert. "A mass extinction event, a thousand times higher than anything we've seen. It's going through [bat colonies] like wildfire, with 80% to 100% mortality."

"The disease is absolutely devastating, it's unprecedented," says Mylea Bayless, a biologist with Austin, Texas-based Bat Conservation International. "It's causing population declines in wildlife that we haven't seen since the passenger pigeon."

Bayless notes that bats have slow reproductive rates, usually giving birth to just one pup a year. So bat populations, she says, are going to be very slow to recover, "if they ever do recover." The disease, adds Bayless, "is moving at a pace that's astonishing, about 450 miles per year. In four short years, it's now closer to the Pacific Ocean than it is to its point of origination in Albany, N.Y."

Your Billion-Dollar Bug Eaters

You might be saying good riddance, but think again. Bats are the primary predator of night-flying insects. That not only includes pests like mosquitoes but also insects like corn earworm moths and cotton bollworms. In their caterpillar forms, those insects can destroy crops. A 2006 study of several counties in South-Central Texas concluded that the local bat population had an annual value of over $740,000 a year as a pest control -- or up to 29% of the value of the local cotton crop.

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A bat eats 60% to 100% of its body-weight in insects every day. Adams says one colony of Mexican free-tailed bats in Colorado's San Luis Valley, an important agricultural region, "pulls about 100 metric tons of insects out of the air in a year." And having bats in agricultural areas, he says, tends to move insects out of those areas, creating less need for dangerous and expensive pesticides.

And like honey bee colonies -- which have also been facing massive die-offs in recent years -- some bats are important pollinators and seed-distributors. Adams says bats are crucial to the reproduction of tropical fruits like mangos, papayas, figs and wild bananas. And in Arizona, bats are the primary pollinators for three large cactus species that support much of the region's ecosystem.

Government and Researchers Fight Back

The fungus associated with WNS is widespread in Europe, but it doesn't affect bats there. No one is sure yet how it became so lethal to North America's bat population -- but there's a possible human element. Scientists says WNS spores have been found on the clothing and gear of people exploring caves containing bat colonies. The pattern of its spread is also inconsistent with bat migration. "It went from Tennessee to Missouri and then to Western Oklahoma," says Adams, "and it doesn't seem like it would be moving like that if it was just bats."

In the meantime, humans are fighting back. Adams is hosting a conference on the crisis later this month in Denver. The event is expected to draw hundreds of bat experts from around the world. The Forest Service is banning visitors to the thousands of caves and abandoned mines that dot the landscape in at least five Rocky Mountain and Great Plains states. And the Fish and Wildlife Service has awarded $1.6 million in grants for WNS research and control.

"But we all know that's a drop in the bucket for a disease that's sweeping the country and killing 95% of an entire group of animals," says Bayless. "For some people, that may seem like money. . .not well-spent, but [what are] the economic and ecological consequences of losing an entire species? A little bit of money spent now will save us in the long term."

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Monday, October 11, 2010


prepare to laugh quite loudly  CLICK HERE

ok wtf

somebody DEFINITELY hacked my google account. now my igoogle page is all screwed up. first of all, WHY would anyone want to bother hacking someone's google account? wee wasnt it fun to delete all my widgets and change my layout. get a life you moron

reinventing the mouse trap

i saw this article on AOL news and LOLd

just play some vanilla ice, and your home with be rodent free!! HAHHAHAHAHA!!!

Your Weekly Horror-Scope

Its a great day for calling in sick from work. Even if you are not actually sick, who needs to know? Just make sure you dont happen to go to the same restaurant for lunch that your boss is going to. Could prove to be a tad awkward.

 You have got a burning desire today, Aries... You know that feeling... The sparkle of the match as it ignites, the smell of smoke, the thrill of fleeing the scene...

You're likely to gravitate toward those who can put on a show and carry your imagination to a far-off land today, Cancer. With fairies and rainbows and unicorn forests. Wow, what are YOU smoking?

Nourish the organic things in your life to help remind you of your own roots, which are extremely important for you right now. Sink deep into the earth in order to understand the environment around you. Just dont sink too far, or the neighborhood cats might accidentally bury your head.

People around you may be feeling cranky today. Did you forget about yesterday already? Really, no one likes to have their pants yanked down in front of a large group of people. I dont think you are going to be quickly forgiven for that.

Clean out under your bed today Leo. you might be VERY surprised at what is lurking under there.

This is one of those days when you will be walking along and all of a sudden hear a street performer playing music. Resist the urge to throw rocks at them. Mimes are people too, you know.

You may be wondering whose shoulder you should cry on, Pisces. Nobody seems to like you. Maybe its because you are a whiny twit. Grow a pair.

Try not to think too much about what is "supposed" to happen next, Sagittarius. You make your OWN destiny.You dont need 'rules' or 'laws'. Your a rebel, a loner.. So go ahead and WEAR that polka dot outfit.. Set a trend

Don't take things that don't belong to you, Scorpio. I know you have a feeling of 'the world is MINE' but really, people do tend get angry when you steal their lunches.

Got that feeling to just go buy a lottery ticket today, Taurus? Well it just might be your lucky day. The starts predict you will win big in all your endeavors today. UNFORTUNATELY tho, you will very swiftly be robbed of your new found wealth. Try not to wave your winning lottery ticket around in the gas station yelling "i won i won!!"

Stop wrestling with the pros and cons of every situation, Virgo. You waste precious time thinking when other signs are doing. This is why people think you are a jackass. Make a decision already!

Sunday, October 10, 2010

the Alexurt/Kirby banning fiasco

ok so, anyone who knows me even a little bit around here, know that im no lover of EA's bullshit. i have flipped my lip over SEVERAL bans and tried my best to make some kinda difference in promoting change in the company (moot)

but something about this situation bothers me.  this is NOT the first time some decent simmer, minding their own buisness has gotten banned for pretty much no reason. NO its not. not even CLOSE. But you know what the response of most people was to our protests before? "shut up and stop whining, EA can do whatever they want"
so why all of a sudden NOW do these very same people cry and whine about THIS ban?
ill tell you why. Because Alexurt GIFTED people. People are SO horrified to see someone go who MIGHT have yet to give them something.  Its kinda self serving and pathetic. its sick.

Alexurt did NOT deserve this ban. but neither did the hundred of OTHER people who have been banned by those stupid ass EA gurus.. but no body gave a shit when it was REGULAR SIMMERS. (except when it was Aarin, but dont even get me started on THAT particular situation) stop crying over the golden goose.

it just nauseates me that people only care when they think it MIGHT effect THEM.

im not supporting this ban, far from it. im just not going to flip out when this is the same shit that happens time and time again. it wont be the last time, either

Thursday, October 7, 2010

still in shock i guess

i got news tonight that my father has cancer. a massive tumor in his lung, and cancerous stuff has spread all around his body. They caught it early, but its extremely aggressive, and spreading fast.
i can only hope that the chemo and radiation will help stop it. if it doesnt..  i dont think he has much time.
i havent seen him in so long. we keep saying, 'we need to get down to florida and see everybody' but it just never happens.  cant get together that kinda money, cant find transportation, cant find the time off work/school... always something.
now it may to be too late to ever see him again. my 2 youngest children dont even know him, and my oldest barely remembers when we used to visit..
my brother died last year this month.... soon i wont have any family left..

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Your Weekly Horror-Scope

Be aggressive and forceful when it comes to exerting your will, Aquarius. It wont really matter tho, People will still laugh at you. Lets face it, your conversational skills are lackluster at best. i dont think 'you know what would look good on you? ME" is an appropriate pick up line.

People would be foolish to challenge your thinking now, Aries. The power behind your words is volatile, and so is your temper. Resist the urge to punch your boss in the face. Sure, we all know hes got it coming. But is 5 minutes of sweet sweet retribution worth the jail time?

It could be that you feel a bit of pressure today, Cancer. Are your pants a little too tight? Have a little too many donuts yesterday?

 You think nobody knows what your up too, Capricorn? Well I know.. and plenty of others do too. Cause i told them.. Wait, why are you looking at me like that? Stay back! Dont come any closer!! AHH!

One quick phone call to a friend may turn into a long discussion about the meaning of life, Gemini. Does a tree fall in the forest and make a sound? What came first, the chicken or the egg? Does the pope shit in the woods?
 These are all timeless questions that need answered.. but not by you.. cause lets face it, your a dimwit.

Move forward with your plan of attack today, Leo. There's an anxious rumble within you, telling you to take that nerd DOWN. Hes got a mega super wedgie coming to him. How dare he exist in the same world as you? Didnt last weeks swirly teach him anything??

People are apt to try to hit you square on the head with their ideas and thoughts today, Libra. Or perhaps try to hit you on the head with blunt objects. 
dont leave the house without a crash helmet. Your lucky charm is pepper spray

 Today may be one of those days in which you come to a four-way stop and no one knows whose turn it is. So go ahead and floor it.

 Don't take no for an answer today, Sagittarius. You know she wants you, SHE just doesnt know it yet.  Remember, theres nothing more romantic than tying a girl up in your basement, and forcing her to write love letters to you.

There's a great deal of primal energy rising within you today, Scorpio. So go and let out that caveman yell. beat your chest. FEEL ALIVE!! I would suggest tho, doing this in the privacy of your own home, and not at the bus stop.

Your old ways of thinking have carried you quite far, Taurus. But lets face it, times have changed. No one carries beepers anymore. Car phones are a thing of the past, and nobody is impressed with your huge record collection. And by the way, cordless phones dont have telescopic antennas anymore either.

Add spark to your life today, Virgo. Just make sure the sparks you find are the romantic variety, and not the kind spit out by angry toasters.