so many bad decisions there is no way to accurately measure how severely i fucked up my own life. and not just mine, i fucked up other people's lives too. heartache after heartache. i blunder thru life like a bull in a china shop, smashing everything in my path. sure the bull doesnt want to break anything, but is too stupid are careless not to.
there arent even words to express the grief in my heart. so many years wasted. lives torn apart. mistake after mistake after mistake.
i really am better off in the sims. where the lives i ruin dont exist.