this is the last ill say about this
publicly anyway. as i know its a bore, but i really needed to talk to someone, and since i dont have anyone to talk to, well thats what this blog is for.
ive had time to process my emotions and recent information. and ive decided that all in all, its better this way. knowing the truth. so many years of unanswered questions, unresolved feelings and simply no ending to the story. i can finally let my heart and my mind find some peace. maybe i can finaly move on. ive cried rivers of tears over him, and its time to stop mourning. it might not be the ending i wanted, or the ending we deserved, but an end is an end. its time i accepted it.
ive had time to process my emotions and recent information. and ive decided that all in all, its better this way. knowing the truth. so many years of unanswered questions, unresolved feelings and simply no ending to the story. i can finally let my heart and my mind find some peace. maybe i can finaly move on. ive cried rivers of tears over him, and its time to stop mourning. it might not be the ending i wanted, or the ending we deserved, but an end is an end. its time i accepted it.
Moving on can be very difficult, especially when there is a lot of high emotions mixed in. I hope it all works out for you and you get the peace you deserve. *hugz*
ReplyDeleteNo need to be apologetic for expressing your feelings in your own corner of the blogosphere. If readers don't like it, they can take off and go somewhere else. ;)
ReplyDeleteIn the meantime, I'm glad you've reached a kind of internal reconciliation with stuff. I hope you'll find some peace of mind now that you've reached this point.
*hugs*
GalateaCc
thanx guys :) this has been very difficult to deal with. not just recently, but always. im hoping that now that there is some closure, i can move forward instead of always looking back
ReplyDeleteI'm glad you're finding closure, and I hope it is the sort that doesn't end and your life improves from here.
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