this is easier than pming the same thing 3 times. ive giving this alot of thought, and i think im going to need to drop out of the various comps and activities im involved in.
its just too much, and i cant handle it all. i knew i was biting off more than i could chew, but i thought i could handle it. i guess i was wrong. i find myself not even wanting to open my game up anymore because im no longer having fun.. half my towns are tied up in comps and i just dont have the energy right now to put into them. i find myself just rushing thru them, and churning out so-so pics just to get it over with. and thats not fair to me, or anyone else in the comp.
and when i signed up for the waiting list for the editing thing, i wasnt expecting an opening this soon. i seriously panicked.
this is all on me. there is nothing wrong with the comps, nor do i have any problem with any of you. this is my problem. im a very high stress/anxiety person.. and when i start to feel overwhelmed i panic and 'fight or flight' kicks in.
so im running away. yeah typical me, taking off and disappearing. im a coward and im sorry to everyone involved.
i dont really know what else to say