since the US government has declared war on my people, there is no telling when i will end up homeless and living under a bridge somewhere, eating half eaten discarded big macs and week old donuts.
even with my boyfriends added income, i cannot afford to live here without SSI benefits and SNAP. im an emotional and mental disaster and the workforce is no place for me. on top of my physical ailments i have little other choice. i have been out there. it really didnt work out
and now, since the right wing propaganda machine's 'poor people' witch hunt is nearly in full swing, its only a matter of time before i can no longer afford food, clothing, shelter, and certainly not internet.
its been a great experience being here. the sims community has done so much for me over the years. really i cant begin to express how much its changed my life. i am a person with pretty severe social anxiety. i rarely talk to anyone, and almost never reach out. but i felt comfortable here, and i put myself out there, way more than i ever could have in 'real life'.
ill never forget the friends i have made, and lost. (part of my emotional problems makes it pretty inevitable that i lose whatever friends i make)
i just hope i can manage to hang around as long as i can.
thank you, for all the memories, and good times, and wacky shit youve all done over the years :)
my bf did just get a new job so maybe we can squeek by for a while, but they have already told him the position is only temporary, so in 6 months we are totaly fucked, if they do manage to pass these new 'bills' and cut off my funding.
this isnt exactly a good bye, im not going anywhere just yet. but if i DO happen to just disappear, then that is most likely why.