uhg.. im such a nervous wreck today

didnt really get much sleep, tossed and turned all night. kept having dreams that i overslept and missed my appointment. so i figured i might as well wake up since i was hardly sleeping anyway. im so drag-ass tired im not sure i can even move today. too much anxiety piled on top of anxiety, piled on top of no sleep. wee today is gonna be fun. and i have to go to social services (not my favorite place) and tell them they send me my forms in spanish so i cant even fill them out. i dont know if they will even GIVE me new forms, and if not im totaly screwed. i think i might just drown myself in hot coffee and put myself outta my misery